{"product_id":"how-i-learned-to-love-you-paperback","title":"How I Learned to Love You - Paperback","description":"\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eSkadi Cooke\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eHow can you call yourself a mother if you can't even love your child?\u003c\/em\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis was the question Skadi asked themselves as their newborn child snuggled across the hospital room, safe in the plexiglass bassinet. All their life, they had been forced to be a mother in one way or another to someone else. Now, when it was finally their time to choose to be one to a child that they desperately wanted, they found their heart horrifically empty.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"How I Learned to Love You,\" is the story of a parent with severe postpartum depression finding their way back to their child. It is also the story of a polyamorous, nonbinary transmasc, queer person with CPTSD finding their way back to themselves.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 312\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.78 x 8.5 x 5.5 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e September 08, 2023\u003c\/div\u003e","brand":"Books by splitShops","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":42099169067143,"sku":"9798988606314","price":20.5,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0601\/2623\/2711\/files\/6680fb835a0c919b69ae404d797cc185.webp?v=1732371274","url":"https:\/\/booksby.splitshops.com\/products\/how-i-learned-to-love-you-paperback","provider":"Books by splitShops","version":"1.0","type":"link"}