{"product_id":"the-blue-hour-gospel-hardcover","title":"The Blue Hour Gospel - Hardcover","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eColin Belcourt\u003c\/b\u003e (Author), \u003cb\u003eBrian Futter\u003c\/b\u003e (Designed by), \u003cb\u003eNate Rae\u003c\/b\u003e (Editor)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003cem\u003eThe Blue Hour Gospel\u003c\/em\u003e is about the fear of living the wrong life and the slow erasure of the self required to make that life look right.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eMoving through lyrical prose, poetry, scripts, collage, recipes, and gospel-inspired passages, Colin Belcourt traces a life shaped by silence, religious shame, desire without language, and the lifelong habit of becoming what other people needed him to be. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eAcross childhood, family, longing, body image, sexuality, and middle age, the book turns toward the private work of becoming acceptable: hiding, adjusting, withholding, and learning to live at a distance from yourself. It also confronts the complicated search for belonging within families, institutions, and queer communities themselves.\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eRather than offering an easy resolution, \u003cem\u003eThe Blue Hour Gospel\u003c\/em\u003e remains inside the tension between survival and self-betrayal. It asks what becomes of a person who has spent years trying to be acceptable, and what it might cost to return to the self they left behind.\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 172\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.56 x 9 x 6 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e March 05, 2026\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":45531558281351,"sku":"9781067482305","price":52.9,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0601\/2623\/2711\/files\/d-uxA8wQSn9781067482305.webp?v=1786654216","url":"https:\/\/booksby.splitshops.com\/products\/the-blue-hour-gospel-hardcover","provider":"Books by splitShops","version":"1.0","type":"link"}