by Christine U. Cowin (Author)
My Secret Self is an internalised story of my life, and my impressions of the world around me. I kept my views of that world, and of other people, a secret. I felt misunderstood. If I shared my views, I felt I'd be laughed at. I would keep my biggest secret, a secret. I saw magic in nature, and nature could be trusted to support me in my times of trouble.
Our family lived only as individuals; we lived in a world of pretence, lies, shame, guilt, and conditionings, under a grief imposed on us. Innocence was lost due to the manipulations of my grandmother, through her fears of being isolated.
As I observed these people, I knew my life would be different. I coped by observing others and realising this is not how a family should be.
Number of Pages: 336
Dimensions: 0.75 x 8 x 5 IN
Publication Date: September 18, 2018